Febuary 2008

when she grabbed you by the hand,
command a slow dance.
did you think of me?
when her ass rubbed on your spot
did you once question she?
when you saw her lean in to kiss you
did you smell me?
or did you lean into and didnt even notice me?
when you unhooked her bra and saw her breast
did it make you wet?
when you heard her calling you
did you hear my cries of distress?
when you stuck your tonuge into her wetness
did she taste good
did you explore her with your fingers
to hear her moan and say your name?
did you take her like you took me?

i bet she can handle it.
did she climax in your mouth?
did you drink her release..
did she shake violently around your face?like an earthquake...
did she moan and pull your hair?
Scratch your back.
Bite Her Lip.
SwayHerHips.
Grind On Your TOnGUe


did you picture me atleast once?
did she fulfill in you what i couldnt.
did you get what you wanted?
did you find it..In her?


when you told her you loved her..
did at once my face apperar?


When she was sitting on your face....
I guess your vision blocked?

when u went inside her hole did you tatse me?>
Shit did you breathe me?

Did..you love yourself first?

So it went like this...

.....i felt the urge to say something
but your monotone prevented me....
the russle of paper
this pen i grip tightly
The closing of eyes

tightly clamped Lips
I highly doubt that my words will be ..missed...
Sitting on these fibers put together for comfort
it makes you most uneasy
Lightheaded even in this state



I want to sat something
but, you cut me off.
My thoughts cut me off and they succeed to die off.

(told myself to forget it)
I just shrugged it off

but SHIT these words came with force

they just...Let themseleves out

-"IFeelLikeImTheOnlyThingYouNeedEpotimeOfYourBrokenDreamsIAmTheShadowThatGoesUnseen"


















-but i cover my mouth,ashamed now.

"just..forget i said anything"

mechanical Meltdown

In Her Heart Pumps Gasoline..

For its Not Poisoness to her cause she Runs Like A Machine.

Shes A Prodigy

She Carries the Immunity

Recently she Started Stalling...

Thats nothing new to me

i Sat and present her ETERNITY

but what about if its not meant to be?

and im left stalked.

overheated

snapped

and.................weighed down?

My mind starts to hydroplane

and it begins to drown

My engine is shot.

My Tires Are Blown

My Oil Leaks

And my Heart...squeaks

My tears jam

and my emotions give...

Take me as i am

Sick is what i am.
Complicated is what i Breathe.
Death is what i seize
Prayer is what she needs.